Пречекори ја портата
што води во тој свет чудесен
но има верен чувар, подмолен
иако има процеп, иако само за миг

И не знаеше, треба ли да се пречекори

Мириси околу тебе неизбројни
потчинети помошници негови
те мамат, те опколуваат
те лажат и измамуваат
сите доаѓаат, касаат и проколнуваат

Вашите средби се секогаш случајни
и секојпат со мечти сонуваш
Портата е толку близу, чувствуваш

Чуварот неуморливо пее

7.

And at last, as I descend
deeper and deeper, to no end
nothing left
no light
no depths
the distance will never be conquered
and the tears will not cease
as far as I can see
emptiness
as far as I can reach

Beloved, guide me!
take me away!
we beg of you, come at last
reach my hand
reach my hand


The softness of the feathers
and visions
no existence
if ever we reach the end
what then?
what then?
…can you tell?

6.

everything is gone
nothingness


once stones and depths
so far, and nothing to gain!
oh why, why?


Conquering the distance
the clouds above us
now we are traveling
this journey forever
singing the song for all who fell
for all that was never recovered
and those which are not awaken
and now serve you in their death

Is it still forgotten?

5.

Gazing

Gazing
dying
and singing
the mud, the sky
all those feathers
and slowly, we go on


Oh lord, are we left behind?
after you, oh
the waves will go

we gaze into the light
our regrets and shame
all our laughing is ended
and I wish,
one day, you will break the night
but what then, what then?
I know, I know
into your eyes
everything flows and withers
everything inside us
we travel, we fly
we regret so many nights
all the gates open, beloved?
and our breath
our last breath


Sinking deeper and deeper
listening what we can not fathom
the waves of the ocean?
and we  stare to the sky
there is nothing up there
there is no one to call
there is nothing to hold
we are nothing, anymore
what once was, is there hope?

4.

Lighthouse
   
Dead house, from the very first
I beckon forth
Forth to conquer
and deliver
all of you, all of you weak souls
Your is the eternal damnation
As I dream and my mind is lost
from madness
the eternal fire
rise from it, it’s time

Descending

Again, from my being
you separate
afraid to burn, to burn, to cry!
and again, you are full of yourself
but tired of the journey
the advent in this woods
of hope

3.

And as I carve those words in my skin
your forgiveness is kind, lord
upon our return
my last step is not made
poison claims us
you know the cost
and the prophets foretold
to remember
this dagger still carves the words
Till when?...

This light…
my shell is broken
my will, unbreakable!
now! ARISE!
through these cursed hills, I run!
what are those spread wings to achieve?
ARISE!
Abominations crawling
dismembered limbs
dead, my home now is
Rotten, from your pulsating hands
I remember
I awake
too late!
too late to wear this helm and forgive

2.

Our struggle lives on
our hands are bloody
every day
our orders are to proceed
every tired step
every lost soul
nothing matters
where are we going
with so much to regret
trough those infinite
barren lands?



Then, the whispers returned
then screaming
branches bend
crawling, scratching, tearing…
blindness
at the gates, standing
ignorant, afraid
oh, the judgement is due

1.

All will remain
the trees
the whispers
and the laughter
Along our rotten steps
we all breath and choke
All remains
the piercing screams
the knocking and gnaving
and their laughter
and our open, dead mouths.


Always watchful
always there
monuments with tears
forever engraved
and our heart beats, our king
can’t you see, or your madness took you
into the dark slumber?
All is gone
all is dead
your dreaming remains